Arctic Monkeys - I Wanna Be Yours

I wanna be your vacuum cleaner
Breathing in your dust
I wanna be your Ford Cortina
I won’t ever rust
If you like your coffee hot
Let me be your coffee pot
You call the shots babe
I just wanna be yours

Secrets I have held in my heart
Are harder to hide than I thought
Maybe I just wanna be yours
I wanna be yours, I wanna be yours
Wanna be yours, wanna be yours, wanna be yours

Let me be your ‘leccy meter and I’ll never run out
And let me be the portable heater that you’ll get cold without
I wanna be your setting lotion (I wanna be)
Hold your hair in deep devotion (How deep?)
At least as deep as the Pacific Ocean
I wanna be yours

Secrets I have held in my heart
Are harder to hide than I thought
Maybe I just wanna be yours
I wanna be yours, I wanna be yours
Wanna be yours, wanna be yours, wanna be yours
Wanna be yours, wanna be yours, wanna be yours…

I wanna be your vacuum cleaner
Breathing in your dust
I wanna be your Ford Cortina
I won’t ever rust
I just wanna be yours
I just wanna be yours
I just wanna be yours

Sarah Jaffe -Better Than Nothing

How can someone who wants to be loved
hate it when they’re loved at all?
Does guilt really feel that bad?
Every time I take a breath, honey
I feel the weight fall back on me
Somebody tell me it’s not so bad

Collected thoughts drown in sleep
I had forgotten what you mean to me
I forgot a lot of things

What happens to the old girl, what happens to the boy?
I see their eyelids moving
What happens to the old boy, will he be destroyed?
Is this what I’m losing?
But I feel, feel
But I feel something, oh it’s better than nothing

I’ve been sleeping in his bed
I’m digging in my head
He pulls the cash from under the table
Take that breath and hold it in
Oh it’s sidling in, he says
It’s not so bad

Collected thoughts drown in sleep
I had forgotten what you mean to me
I forgot a lot of things

What happens to the old girl, what happens to the boy?
I see their eyelids moving
What happens to the old boy, will he be destroyed?
Is this what I’m losing?

But I feel, feel
But I feel something, oh it’s better than nothing


最近一直聽一直聽的歌。

有時候覺得荒謬,措手不及地掉進了一段關係裡面,卻忘記除去自己多餘的想像,等到弄清眼前的人並不是我所以為的溫暖踏實,生活也與我不切實際的美好描繪相去甚遠之後,又貪戀那久違的陪伴。然後遍體麟傷。搞不清楚一切是怎麼開始的,也沒有辦法鼓起勇氣收尾。

Tags: diary

Sigur Rós - Saeglopur  海
Stinn Steinavr (1908-1958) 北島 譯

我曾沿著太陽曬暖的沙灘漫步。
來自陌生的海面的喧囂
和我的血液的沙沙聲混在一起。

我曾離開每個國家的港口
隨著每一次漲潮。

在深不可見的海底
我曾埋葬了我的意志,我的認識
而我不再知道
海是我自己
或我自己是海。